sunday

ive never been an angry person, i remeber rhys used to tell me that i am too much of a friendly person and that i let people walk over me all the time, and that, i quote, was going to 'turn up to school with a shot gun and repeat the columbine masscre and kill everyone whoever walked over you'

but ive recently seen this angry side of me, i never get angry yet ive been in these rages where this anger builds up and i do things i would never imagine myself doing, and latley it has been happening alot, and its like it's not me, and i can't control the way i act. things build up and i just snap and loose it and i turn into a completly different person.

I dont like this, i dont like it at all.