Monday, August 24, 2009
if you pick my left side
so havent blogged in a while, been too busy wasting fuel and having fun to care about anything at the moment, im so on edge about finishing school in 24 school days left pretty much, minus 3 which is retreat which im being extremly anti social and not going on, as well as my year 12 formal.
haha i dont know whats wrong with me, maybe how i feel so out of it with everyone at my school, i have like one person who gets me, and everyone else is so different.
im going out next weekend which should be a blast, kind of sucks that now im eighteen ive hardly been asked for id at all, 2/8 times to be precise.
right now, i wish i had more time, im probably the shittest friend there ever could be, im whipped and i knowwwwwww but its the best feeling in the world, and i get upset when people don't understand. i'm so happy latley and thats all i care about, i dont even care about school anymore.
i just want september to fly by as well as october and hello early november which when time can slow down, i can enjoy living between forster and newcastle, enjoy not even worrying about education in the slightest and just have funnnnnnnn. im so keen for feb next year you dont even know ahahah.
what else what else, nothing. im never home anymore and i lie alot MAD.
haha i dont know whats wrong with me, maybe how i feel so out of it with everyone at my school, i have like one person who gets me, and everyone else is so different.
im going out next weekend which should be a blast, kind of sucks that now im eighteen ive hardly been asked for id at all, 2/8 times to be precise.
right now, i wish i had more time, im probably the shittest friend there ever could be, im whipped and i knowwwwwww but its the best feeling in the world, and i get upset when people don't understand. i'm so happy latley and thats all i care about, i dont even care about school anymore.
i just want september to fly by as well as october and hello early november which when time can slow down, i can enjoy living between forster and newcastle, enjoy not even worrying about education in the slightest and just have funnnnnnnn. im so keen for feb next year you dont even know ahahah.
what else what else, nothing. im never home anymore and i lie alot MAD.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
lost
i currently have so much going on at the moment, way to much.
i cant even re arrange my bedroom which is a 2 week thing for me, im hardly home these days.
im constantly going behind peoples backs, ive lost alot of trust from my parents, and im starting to feel like i wont have friends soon, all on my behalf.
i need more hours in the day. i need more time to organize shit, and i seriously cannot wait til this is all over.
ive forgotten those most important, and ive been slack - once again.
but if found someone who i can truley vent to, who knows what im talking about. i hate hiding things, but i feel as though i have no other way, how i feel right now is just so strange, and i have to keep it to myself. i wish i could just tell everyone and anyone what is happening, but i cant.
stuff following your mind when the only reason your doing it is because of what others say.
i cant even re arrange my bedroom which is a 2 week thing for me, im hardly home these days.
im constantly going behind peoples backs, ive lost alot of trust from my parents, and im starting to feel like i wont have friends soon, all on my behalf.
i need more hours in the day. i need more time to organize shit, and i seriously cannot wait til this is all over.
ive forgotten those most important, and ive been slack - once again.
but if found someone who i can truley vent to, who knows what im talking about. i hate hiding things, but i feel as though i have no other way, how i feel right now is just so strange, and i have to keep it to myself. i wish i could just tell everyone and anyone what is happening, but i cant.
stuff following your mind when the only reason your doing it is because of what others say.
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